I’m sharing this through my experience, This is my personal testimony of How God Change my life. Your Christianity will be held questionable if you didn’t experience the Power of Christ in your life.
.The Power to overcome Sin.I have not much to offer even my life is not of worthy but I experience the power of Christ, it, I can’t deny it
I was a porn addict, have an addiction playing online games which I didn’t know that it will drag me to hell,
the reason why is because I want to escape my past being sexually abused at the age of 14 years old and I know my life become a mess after that, I want to escape by playing online games, watching porn and forget about it, but the grudge is too powerful that I began plotting and planning a crime to the man who did that thing to me, this thought of mine lead to me depression and self-destruction ,I end up being passive and immune to the pain that is inside me , I even gave myself to other guys I deprived myself, knowing no one will accept me, if they knew my life, even though I think of that God never really care about me because of my situation . I’m at the peak of my filthy sins and emptiness and I know there’s no one that can help me, I even planned to kill myself that night I’m, sitting on the window, 2:00 in the morning because of the emptiness inside , I uttered some words,” If you are a real God , Why can’t i feel your here , why , why am i living , ? It is better not to be born than to have this kind of life,,. If your real please help me …never knew I’m praying to Him that night.
I’m, sitting on the window, 2:00 in the morning because of the emptiness inside, I uttered some words,” If you are a real God, Why can’t I feel your here, why, why am I living,? It is better not to be born than to have this kind of life,,. If your real please help me …never knew I’m praying to Him that night.
Woke up the next day to find Him, I thought I can find Him inside the religious churches, I end up being the same again, I feel tired and alone and weary.
That moment that I have nowhere to go, I rode a bus not knowing where it will go.
I end up sitting at the park in a wide parameter and it seems that there’s an event that day, a church Anniversary, one of the usherettes lead me to one of the seats as I watch people pass by and voice somewhere caught my attention,
this is not an accident that your here ” God knows you’re in need , He wants to help you .
All of a sudden they played a video clips from the passion of the Christ. A scene where Jesus is in shackles and being crucified to death.
Never knew I’m crying, seeing How God’s love lead Him to this sacrifice, And I’ve seen myself,my sin my filthy desires, unworthy of this kind of love. I know I need His Forgiveness. I ran at the altar call and cried, that night the moment that I accepted Christ as my Lord and Saviour I felt the unspeakable peace and joy that I have never felt my entire life. Something’s changed inside me.
I struggled to sins and God helped me to get out of it.
A Changed life is not instant, you really need to fight for it, fight for holiness and purity.
We I have no power over Sin unless we desire God’s power to work in our life and we need the outpouring of the holy Spirit.
We have no power over Sin unless we desire God’s power to work in our life and we need the outpouring of the holy Spirit.
I don’t want to go back to my old life, its’ hard to forgive unless you experience a powerful forgiveness, which I found in Christ alone, I forgive him as How Christ forgive me, He even attended one of the services in the church , This is How God works in our life miraculously .
I’ve been set free, I’m still struggling but not like it was before, Jesus say’s ” We are more than conquerors,
God even give me the man that accepts me for who I am, He is my husband We are in the same ministry of preaching the gospel and testifying How God changes our lives.
I’m nothing without Jesus in my life …
This is not to condemn you my friend .But if you are living sinfully , you really need God’s Grace .
There is hope from Jesus
Jesus Gace Himself for us sinners to have an everlasting life.
All you need to do is to humble yourself and ask for forgiveness and accept Him as Your Lord and Saviour.
Thank you for reading my blog and my short Testimony
I prayed that God will bless your life. Thank you